Wednesday, November 19, 2008

...now try not to get emotional

I have to admit that having Katherine nearly one month ago has changed me in ways I could have never imagined... I can't even put my feelings into words... All I know is that I would do anything for this incredible miracle...I would give my life for her... My love for her - it's not even possible for me to describe it with words... immeasureable... My gosh, I do love her beyond words...
In the last month, the flood of emotions have hit at various points... Like just before we were going to vote, I was feeding Katherine and looking at her beautiful face...and she was holding onto my finger. As I thought about what we were about to do, I instantly felt a wave of emotions... My vote this time was going to be mean so much more because of her... tears...
So, there are various times where I just start to tear up and cry for "no reason at all"
A most recent example... :)
In my travels to Madison, I've listened to a mix CD I have in the car. It's nothing "significant," but there are some awesome songs on the CD... Meanwhile, I heard this song back in the early summer for the first time... I thought it was pretty to listen to, didn't know the title or anything, but I recently found it again and bought it on iTunes...
And, in those intial "listenings" in the summer, I obviously didn't listen to the lyrics... But now, after holding my beautiful baby in my arms, oh how the words mean something so much more... tears... (and it doesn't matter how many times I hear it...still...tears...)
let me know if you need a tissue :)